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I am in the last month of the pregnancy!
The most important things are ready: car seat was bought and installed. We even went to the local fire department to get the installation inspected.
Crib, change table, baby mattress, sheets, receiving blankets, baby tub, baby clothing from 0-6 months, dipers, breastpump, nursing pillow, nursing bras, rocking chair are all ready.
M and I just interviewed one group of pediatricians, and we plan to visit anther group this week.
There are a lot of details to think about. I am thinking I will never feel completely ready to welcome baby’s arrival.
And I am worried about myself too. When the bag of water will break? How long the labor will be? Is it very painful? Can I bear with the pain? Do I need an epidural? Can I deliver my baby naturally?
After the baby is born, do I have enough millk? Can she latch on correctly? How can I tell breastfeeding is going well? Is she easy to take care of? Is she going to cry a lot?…
Millions of questions, a lot of concerns. I think that is called the real world of motherhood, a brand new phase of my life.
